一对情侣在玫瑰花园外承诺要永远在一起... 3年后,男生突然消失不见, 女生找不到他于是不停的追问下落. 女生认为对方早已忘了自己, 伤痛的回到玫瑰园,回味当初所许下的承诺...半年后女生决定出嫁, 婚礼当天男生出现在眼前, 拿着手上的盒子交给女生, 男声送上祝福后便离去...女生打开合资看见里面装这一把钥匙和一张纸条. 记载一个远方的地点。女生去到那里, 将钥匙打开眼前的一扇门, 看见了千万朵玫瑰...女生没想到男生在这些日子消失的理由,是为了种下千万朵玫瑰给自己...女生标着眼泪费者去找男生...路途中看见一直为自己做许多事的他...居然发生严重车祸倒在血地中...女生连忙赶过去男生面前哭着说: ''我都知道了这次你别再走了'' 男生说: ''这次我走后不会再回来了但我很高兴你能看到我为你做的一切'' 说完男生关上眼睛永远离开了女生...TT

I found out tat there is a lot of distances between me n EVERYTHING. Tats kinda sad though. but i think i ll get used to it. It seems like my destiny is faith to b lonely, alone n emo. Almost all my friends say i m EMO. But i thin k i m kinda emo too, but juz dont wanna confess it in front of all of them coz the-unseen-clear-reason. Emo, emo, emo. I never get along well with someone, even my bff n families. I think they've tried to get along with me but i mayb cant do it well. But some of their movements really do make me feel left-out or kick out fom their topics. And some of their thoughts really the opposite sites of mine, tat make me dont feel like shouting out wat i m thinking. I m not like tat when i m form 1, all those mess start since then new year starts. Mayb too much staying in house will make u a EMO. Anybody try to be Emo can try to close urself in ur bed room for 1 week n think all those things tat u can think n u ll b a Emo someday. Mayb u ll write it all out in u blog coz tats the only thing u can do~

I

I hate them always forcing me to do things i dont wan.

I hate them always leave me alone n looking like a idiot.

I hate them for always treat me like a toy.

I hate them for always doing things tat i feel like killing them back.

It's normal for me to being mad but u think i m overdo.

I play u u wanna punch me back ; u play me u feel damn happy coz i wont do any respond as long as u happy. 

I can do anything for u as long as u didnt over the limit.

I always wonder wat r u thinking now? how much u know about me? is all the things u know about me is all WRONG?

It could b normal if  there is nothing between us but u really cant see the particular distance between us????

I wont act like myself if u arent worth to see my real self.

Is tat anything more u wanna know bout wat my heart saying???? find those answer in ur dreams~

ps: almost every sentence start with ''I'' neh...XD

2dAY

Today at school got some free period we sit together again gossiping/chatting. Who knows today all like brain washed with yellow things till i wanna run away from them today. But who knows i cant coz it's school time~ TT
After  tat we planed to MB today, since we get the RM5 free coupon to MB. So the plan is ON. =)
Reached there, sitting at the MB famous swing~ Chatting n Eating. Then suddenly someone POP out from MB's door. It's MH!!!! Actually i m not da one who shocked,  it juz someone~
Since it's not good to be the 'light bulb' [i hate tat] so we go to yuan yuan to get some more quite place. Who knows in there is crowded, but we still can find place to sit. Walk into the restaurant or watever, .... n .... is in there, how unlucky. Then we act like they r not there [ probably only me] until .... sms me that he is coming. He cant come in yuan yuan coz 1st: my mom know yuan yuan's staff...2ng: they will force me to sit with him n my identiti will EXPOSE. I actually hate they force me like tat, it's not like they know tat i m actually will damn pai se~ [ TT ] 
Then the 3 of us juz run a cross the street to buy things we wanna buy then rush back to MB. But i didnt rush with them coz i walk back home~ Who knows the car is making me terrified so i choose to wake my grandmom up so tat she can come n fetch me back home. [i love u grandmom!!! always!!!! TT]
Then i reach home, bath, sleep then on my comp typing here XD

# dA 6 oF uS #

Skip scHool DAy

It should b fun to skip school!!!! But it's not fun when i skip!!! TT
In the early morning, gotta go back to kampung. Then back from kampung, forced to do house work. Finish house work, though i can relax, but get news tat someone is mad at me. Then the not-relax-at-all feeling is back again. Now trying to get it away by typing but it doesnt help!!! TT

~BFF~

BFF is the world most dangerous n happy thing. It's happy coz when u're sad someone will b beside u to cheer u up. It sad coz when something MAJOR happen, BFF will hurt ur heart n leave u ALL alone but they will come back by ur side, juz donno when...