05 February 2012

   Sometimes, when you were chatting with some old folks, you will seldom listen them complain about how they miss their teenage life, how they wasted their precious time. At the same time they will ask you to appreciate your teenage life and never, ever waste it on video games or television but on your studies and families because you never know what will happen on you in the next minute. Some with wise brain will take the advise nicely but some would just act like '' not my problem '' , which is kinda rude. Well, after taking all those advice, i plan to think about my life as a teenager.


 People always said, when you're a teenager you wish to be an adult but when you're a adult you wish to be a teenager. Well, if it's for me, I like my life as a teenager right now. Why ?? You can say, the word '' teenager '' makes me feel younger than any adult. It's not a insult, just personal thoughts. Let's get to a more comman reason. Teenagers have less worries compare to adults. Adults have money issues, time issues, socialization problem, more heavier pressure, higher responsibility, increases of burden and many many more. But teenagers ?? Why is today so many homework ?? What happen to the teachers today ?? Why am i sick ?? What should i do tomorrow for public speaking tomorrow ?? Compare. Who is more tired ?? Of course the adults. I like being a teenager for one more reason, I get pocket money without any efforts. It's just like a employer giving salary to a staff, a lazy staff.


  Teenager are known as emotional animal. We, teenager can change different emotion in one day. But i choose my teenage life to be happy and fulfilling. Teenage time is a period where we should try everything we can try. So we should do anything we can, explore everything that we never experience before, no need to care how people eyeing you. You live for yourself, not living under anyone's mouth, just be yourself, have fun and explore. One more, good result, i think it's every teenager's hope n wishes. I wish for good result too. But no pain no gain, and i know it. That's the reason why i work hard for every exams, because i know i ll be happy with my good result and i wont regret it in the future.

 Family is important no matter how old you are, because they're the only person who stands beside whenever you're alone or fail. However, some family are not happy because some rebel teenager's thoughts havent mature enough to think about the importance of family. We should put some effort to foster close relationships with our family. For example, whole family members should go out on a vacation during school holidays or weekends. For the most simple way, communicate with each other, chat anything you can, about school life, pressure, friends, any problem. This can also reduce pressure. Communicate especially you have any problem
with anything. Remember, family is always there for you.

   Teenager has to made their own choice plan their own life as this is their path. It can either be a very succesful path or it's just a spoiled road. Teenage period is the time where we made our path for our future. So, think wisely before doing anything. Well, this is my life as a teenager.

54 xD

12 October 2011

So that's wat friends about ??
Since u make ur choice .. bye then ~ ^^

08 October 2011

有些是爱你。。但不相信你。。
有些是爱你。。但希望得到更好的。。
有些是爱你。。但不让你自由。。

这样的人。。是存在的对吧??

有些不爱你的。。却懂你心里在想什么。。
有些不爱你的。。却在你需要是第一出现。。
有些不爱你的。。却不是你爱的那个人。。

这样的人。。往往是最复杂但让人开心的对吧??

24 September 2011

O - M - G

OMG
Next week .. PMR !!
After getting the time table for PMR ..
N after i plan my time be4 PMR ..
i eventually hv some spare times ..
But when i thought i actually finish a subject ..
After i do the exercise ..
I get NEARLY [ A ] ..
Is tat even available ??
Not in my world ..

24.09.2011
I was suppose to finish my [ Sejarah ]
But instead i get [ B ] in my [ GEO ] exercise n i didnt even write a single word for [ Sejarah ]
I feel like [ shit, wat is going on with me ?? ]
I totally doesnt hv any mood to continue my journey on preparing for PMR ..
Since my aunt is in the house, i dont even feel like touching the books adi ..
Reason ?? unknown ><

For now .. i started to worry bout 
[ BM ] << WORST subject EVER !!
[ Geo ] << i donno .. even though i revise the whole reference book adi .. but .. still [ B ]
[ Eng ] << Paper 1 based on my english knowledge .. which i hv none .. Paper 2 based on my writings .. which i also hv none .. can this improve by reading english novels ?? Hope so ~
[ BC ] << Paper 1 .. after trail .. i get around 20 till 29 .. not even 30 .. OMG .. Paper 2 .. it's fine .. except tat my writing cant match with my ideas .. which make it like a dog couple with a cat .. WEIRD 
[ KH ] << I readed .. but the question just like the opposite of my books ..totally argh !! TT
[ SC ] << same thing .. revised but still wrong for the stupid questions ><
[ SJ ] << ppl says it's always my best subject .. but if i dont remember .. it ll turn to be my worst subject ><
[ MT ] << yea ~ Maths ~ most chinese's best subject ~ but wat if the question is hard n my brain suddenly stop working n .. n ... n .... 

Conclusion .. 
AM
 NOT 
READY 
FOR 
THE 
FU**KIN 
TEST 
!!

23 September 2011


有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静,很冷漠,
在熟人面前却很放肆,很霸道,
并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑,
不要认为她很粗鲁,她只是很单纯的认为,
大家打打闹闹,骂骂笑笑,表示更亲切,更不分你我。

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁,
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了,
她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱,恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛,
不要认为她放肆,
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮,耍赖。
不要认为她太小气,蛮不讲理,
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少!

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛,
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事,
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情,
她其实很爱你,但是卑微的爱情她不要,
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水!

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好,
大声的笑,放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说:“你没事吧?”
她会放下她所有的骄傲,趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了,苦笑一声:没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩,
如果你们是朋友,请原谅她平日的不理不睬,
其实她只是不会社交,不敢打扰,
你想想你的每一次邀约,她拒绝过你。

如果你喜欢上她,请你不要说出来,
因为她很幼稚,你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠,
她只是怕伤害你!

若她喜欢上你,请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求,不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你,
当你的观众,仅此而已。

如果你们已经在一起了,
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻,
请你别让她受伤。

夜已深

独自坐在窗前, 欣赏没有月光陪伴的夜。廖若的星星的在闪烁,低落的心情在颤抖。心抽痛着,却麻木了。


在心里狂喊着的思念无法传达,不争气的泪水在眼眶里打转,这样的夜,就是会想起你。熬夜,因为没勇气结束这一天。没有办法接受没有你的世界,没有能力走在没有你的时间,记性太好,忘不了。这样的夜,以为习惯了,才发现是多么的可笑,听着你喜欢的歌,自虐一样的看着那一张让人心痛的照片,文字。很笨的以为习惯就好。


不懂为什么安静的时候特别想你,不懂为什么就只想依赖你,很想躲在回忆里面,尽管那些回忆都是假的。。。心甘情愿被回忆骗走,也不远苟且的躲在残忍的现实,呼吸没有你的空气,荒缪的以为你在这里。


把你遗忘以后,说过的誓言都将成为谎言。诚实地面对自己,好难。夜已深,回忆能否停止想像,就把一切视而不见,就算狠狠地爱过一回。未完待续的剧情,成了纸篓里的垃圾,抽干灵魂的身躯,把一切美好忘记。夜已深,梦醒的白昼,是否会有一个在你身边??


- copyright from 郑杰芳 学海 -





08 September 2011

Picture Talk XD

The English SETS .. 
Too many .. i m lazy to type it all .. xD

The Sejarah SETS .. 
Got Percubaan papers from 
Johor 
Kedah
Perak
Selangor 
=.=


Yea .. homework .. 
For holiday ?? nah ~ For weekdays -.-
What the hell ?! nah ~ it's real .. MGS teacher's [ hardwork ] =.=

 Did i post this b4 ?? I forget .. XD
But somehow .. this is my 3rd sis's bday cake ..
Her bday is on 17th May ..
The [ Eunhyuk ] word i ask the auntie to add on ..
Bout the [ Pooh ] .. it's the last cake in the shop so .. no choice XD

The cake above .. is [Carrot Cake ] ..
for those who donno how to read lar ~ XD
This cake is .. made from carrot n the toppings is [ CHEESE ] !!
Damn nice de leh .. but also damn expenssive de leh XD
Since it's homemade n cheesy .. the price is worth it .. n probably even cheaper adi .. XD

Nothing special .. 
I just like the door ..
My house ( in the future ) will hv this .. totally XD

TnT
My VAN !! TT
It's been accompany since i was brith TT
Then my mom sold it for [ BMW ] n [ PAJERO ]
Of coz i know new car is better but .. i miss it TT
Like for someday .. which i forget when ..
I saw da van there ~
But then .. the guy who drive it ..
is Torturing it !! shit -.-
U better treat it nicely b4 any bad luck falls on u >n<


Neh !!
I donno wat is this called ..
But i saw this when i was long gai-ing in the night market XD
It's soft n sweet like sponge cake ..
The winning point for this is only the shape .. to lie small kid de ..
N i brought it .. XD
Got Hello Kitty . Doraemon n the frog which i forget wat name .. XD

In PetroScience ..
Dont ask me why .. i hv many sis n bro below 13 XD
I took this at a mirror .. 
N i thought something will happen ..
But ...... =.=


See the fish there ??
My bro saw it fall from my grandpa house's roof top -.-
Then my mom thought it as a lucky sign ..
Like money falls from the sky ?? 
XD

 My Grandpa .. XD
It's his bday ~ 30 August XD
At 1st i ask him to smile ..
Then he walk right in to his room n say ..
[ I wan wear a nice shirt 1st ] 
XD



We bbq on the night of my Grandpa bday ~
N somehow donno who didnt look after the food ..
The the fishball expanded XD

麦克思 << donno got type wrong anot XD
Greentea flavor ..
Got the smell .. but sweet ><