28 May 2010

The 1st day, when i woke up i didnt saw ur message.
It is weird that my phone screen doesnt appear ur name, it's like a habit sms-ing u everyday but i think i gotta get rid of the habit already.
I would have sit in front of the comp n doing nothing if i didnt go to ss's house to copy something which is nothing.
On da way to ss's house, i watched the road where we 1st hold out hands and my heart start bleeding again. I cant cry out coz i m not used to let ppl see my cried face, although some adi saw it...
Back to ss's house, i juz feel like dying, those memory of u n me flashing in my mind n i cant stop it.
I followed ss to Pn. Lim coz i wish u were there although i know ur tuition is by night. [ wat am i thinking ]
By the time i reached home, my sis is watching Alice in Wonderland. Suddenly remember the very 1st time i recieve Alice in Wonderland trailer from u, i told u the cat is cute n i like it, u were shocked n felt weird bout that but after that u say u like the cat too, that make me feel happy n weird coz u can change ur feeling that fast n probably becoz of me. But then i sms u n told u bout Cheshire ur respond is ''Wats up?'' . I cant smile again even the cat is smiling in front of me.
Going out to eat by night for dinner, beside TF tat restaurant, i wish tat u can eat ur dinner there too coz i cant stand a minute to not contact u.
At night i was supposed to revisioning but i juz sit in front of the comp n waiting u to on9 although i know ur laptop is gone. I cant read anything coz i no mood to do that, anyone who read this would probably scold me~
I spend 3 hours 30 minutes to see ur profile, scroll down till facebook write : Tat Meng Lee had no more post
I not sure wat happened actually but wat i know is i lost u...