Sorry

There's nothing in the world can last forever

Not even friendship or love

But there's something tat can last forever n ever

Which is the scar in my heart..

Anything u do can make a scar in my heart..

Friendship or Love also got a knife there

Always waiting to put on another scar in my heart

I m trying to run away from those sharp knife but i juz cant

Trying to be nice but get lame respond

Or mayb i didnt even try to be nice

Right??

As u can see

I m changing

Change into another emo-er, sad-er, boring-er person

Which u guys hate it so much

I think i know tat XD

But

When i try to get along with u all

I found out tat every laugh tat i laugh is not from my heart

I was faking when i was around u guys

N i hate the faking me

So i was staying alone there

At least tats the real me

But sometimes i really did try to ''blend'' in

Juz not wat as i Expected XD

I missed the old times

Where i dare to joke or even LOL from my heart

Where we all can gossip together, do everything together

Where we juz gather in my house, go to buy cup noodles n dirty my room XD

Where we can share EVERYTHING out..no secrets at ALL between us..

But now it's changing..

Maybe becoz of ur bf's, tuition class n ur heart

But at least u guys r happy

I willing to do anything to make u all happy

I m always behind there when u guys need me ^^

Although u ll get kinda-boring respond XD

I wish tat we can be like the old times

Almost everytime i rewind bout my past

It juz me n u all

Wat a great memory tat will never happen again

N i juz wish a never granted wish XD

I feel more comfortable facing a friend tat i didnt face for like..5 days a week XD

I can tell them anything

Even those things tat i scare to tell u all

Coz i ll get bad respond n i hate tat XD

So there's no secret in me 

Since i adi tell it to someone

But i still feel there's something there

There's still hv some secret in my heart which make me uncomfortable ><

Juz bcoz i didnt tell it all to u all

Like i always do

But juz not now..


I was wishing for a new friendship in high school
I really feel tat at the 1st
But it juz changing
Since the world turns everyday too..