Ah .. Damn hard to be the middle person .. how to say middle person leh ?? Middle person was like .. the person between two gangs tat r argue-ing or hate each other .. yeah .. something like tat lar ~ XD
I dont wanna be either bad guy or good guy adi ~ It juz making me live through the life tat make me suffer .. suffer to felt sorry to the gang tat i didnt stand on the group's site ~ So i decided to help no one ^^ Juz be myself n do anything i think is right n i ll feel glad to do it ^^ Maybe i ll be bad guy sometimes .. sometimes only lar ~ XD But i ll still be both sides de friend .. if i can do tat ><
Actually .. both sites also got wrong ~ juz tat they always thought tat they r the one who always right n never wrong .. although they wrong .. they will find excuses to change their wrong to right .. so both sites also got wrong .. but the most scary part is both is right too XD
They were right bout the other gang de bad things or bad habit or something .. but as they WERE BFF once .. they should even throw all those things on the table n talk bout it .. They should tell each other wat they dislike bout them or watever lar .. n hoping for them to change those bad habit .. not saying bad things behind them such as [ y she/he tat 8 de .. like tat also wanna care so much .. 
I was hoping someone to tell me wat i've done wrong or wat kinda bad habits i have .. example .. i m damn negative XD i admit tat ~ n my friends got tell me bout tat .. at 1st i WAS tersinggung but then i was trying to improve ^^ Maybe my improvement was only towards myself XD But becoz of u all i got at least try to change myself into positive .. maybe i didnt pamerkan my positive in front of u all lar .. coz some negative still in me XD
I always rewind bout last year's big holiday how u guys used to come to my house by weekends then gather together .. when hungry go to the mini market near my house to buy cup noodles for lunch .. then all sit together at my round round dining table then eat n chat together .. remember tat time we got no secrets at ALL ?? i missed the old times ^^
But everything is starting to change right ?? If me .. i ll take tat as God's challenge for our friendship .. juz like wat pn. Habibi said ~
I was thinking tat maybe i cn save the whole friendship [ how perasan i m XD ] but seriously .. i cant .. coz i still not positive ENOUGH n i wasn't trusted .. but nevermine ~ since i m going to let my selffeel better ^^
Lastly .. Best Friends Forever .. now i only trust these words for 20% only ...